Finding myself

I was Fel, is Fel, and forever will be Fel.

But what kind of Fel?

Joyous Fel or Moody Fel?

Am I happy in KL?

Yes!

But why do I feel like the joy isn't really there?

It's like I am forever wrong for everything I had done.

I started worrying for things that I shouldn't.

The clumsy me is always there.

Picky food me still exist.

Yeah, kinda sad.

Wanted a brand new me after form 6!

Plan delayed cause I was rushing to be in UTAR.

Plan ignored cause I was busy all time.

And, slowly, plan disappeared.

I want back the old me!

The girl who is always happy. 

only sad cause of ehem

The girl who forgives and forgets.

The girl who is true all time.

I wasn't myself!

Hope I succeed!

Wish me luck=)

Life In KL

It's been a long time since I last post=)
Hmmm, how's my life?

Got new gang of friends! Weeeeeee
(I can't live without talking!)

 The tests are extremely hard, haiz.
I failed 2 subjects in mid-term test already!
You are suppose to do well in mid-term and relax in finals. Obviously I can't!

 I don't think I can continue to study here if I failed a subject!
Cause it's all money=(
And my dad will KILL me!

So, I am suppose to study now right?
Ciao!
=)

乱

开始来到吉隆坡，一切都好好的。
现在的我，
不知如何是好，
该往哪，
该做么，
很乱，
很乱，
上帝，
帮我，
把我从混乱里救出，
教我什么才是你要的路。

我

最近才发现， 原来我没真正爱过一个他。
二十岁了耶!可笑吗?
也许这是好事， 自己在还没学会爱自己前， 怎么爱他人?
这二十年里，
后悔的，
开心的，
痛苦的，
幸福的，
对我而言，
它们只是个易忘的事件，
都怪我，
记忆差到无人有，
只好往前方前进!
加油，加油，加油!
未来的那个你，
除非要与我终生，
否则千万不要动我一根寒毛!
身边的人的感情事件，
好杂乱，
情侣之间，没了沟通，就等于没了感情。
哎，我后悔过去自己把目标看错, 不好好享受生活，
现在还来的及改观，
在人生最重要的这几年，不要再做一些让自己后悔的事，
往快乐生活向前冲!
珍惜身边对自己好的人，
要离你而去的他，
就放手吧!
勉强是没幸福的哦!
记忆有限的我，
常常忘了身边人对我的付出，
而去追求一些不实践的人与事件。
谢谢你们一直在我身边，在适当的时候，巴我两巴掌吧!

Everthing happens for a reason=)

To avoid rusting of my blog, here's a joke!

P.S. It may seem long, but trust me, it's worth.

-THE Truth Of the StorY-

Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care. Signed, Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!
P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem.

Completely LOL-ed by it=D

Life, It's ur choice to make it brief or not.

Just saw a guy wanting to commit suicide cz he lost the girl he wanted.

How old are u?50?

Even seniors gets their soulmates late, you'll never know.

You will sure find another 1 in your life,

even a better 1.

DONT think of killing yourself with poison or even medicine jus cz she dump u for another guy!

FYI

You r not Romeo, she wont die with you.

You haven even experience what life's all about,

it appeared you are unaware of the importance of your life.

You are living for...

Your real soulmate,

She may be in the other side of the globe, you'll never know.

Your parents who took care of you since you had your first cry,

you haven repaid them, in fact, it's forever not enough.

Your friends,

imagine having lots of friends but the only one you could talk to about this one matter died cause his girlfriend dumped him.

Ridiculous or not, your choice.

One irrational thought is fatal, agree?

=(

You carried so many burden,

and yet,

I never seen it.

Sorry for not caring enough.

Sorry for making you have your sorrow to yourself.

Sorry for being who I am.

I hope you will do well in the future,

leave the past behind,

learn from mistakes,

and enjoy your life til the max.

I will be there for you whenever you need me,

know that well=)