Flashback 2013

Hectic year indeed.
Time flies so fast,
new semester ahead.
New year is..
So so soon.
Tomorrow? LOL

I didn't get to see Paradigm mall's Christmas deco. 

One of the regrets.

Pity my little sister having weekends on Friday and Saturday,
Having church on Saturday evening,
Mum and dad having different weekends,
Only have the same Saturday off.
Hmm, bad decision by whom?

Handmade a couple of things this semester break:
Pasta Agnolotti (inspired by Masterchef haha)
Sushi
Chocolate fondue
All yummy to the max :P

Jolynn and Su Yee:
The puzzle you both done for me has been ruined,
it was forgotten in the car boot,
it will be made again
LOL

Lastly, I had a caroling session in the Atmosphere, it was quite fun.
80 mural paintings was drawn by 20 artist.
Catch a glimpse of it here, and you can decide to go or not to go :P

Sorry for my not-so-good acting skills.

Have a Joyful Year Ahead.
Cheers :D

It's 3 Months already....

Time FLIES! Literally!!!
3 months what? With my boy boy........oh my cheesy..
Anyway he treats me quite good so besties no worries:)
Shall tell u all when he bullies.....hahahaha

Just realise my previous post where I wrote I am twenty and I still haven't found anyone.
(Newcomers note: He is my first boy)
So I didn't realise I would find someone that time.
Cause that point of time I decided to stop finding.
Funny right life?

Going Kampar now....
Okay been planning to go there for like one year?
Finally the first trip, but short one ahhhhhhh.....T_T
Anyway will try to go there again.
Girls I try make a longer trip there next time!

I need encouragement to study!
Or motivation
Aiyo Fel so so so lazy..........

Anyway will step into working life soon enough.
Starting to hold some responsibilities
but not much la haha
Still need to grow! :)

Thank God for every piece of puzzle that he had placed in my life.
Without him, I am nothing.
Shall Ciao
<3 DC
LOL

Reflecting 2012

It's been a year!

Joy
Sorrow

Relax
Hectic

Lightness
Darkness

Independence
Dependence

Love
Hate

Everything in life happens for a reason.
Everything ends happily, if it doesn't, that means it's not the end, believe in that:)

Thank God for being with me all time.
Thank my parents for and caring me so much even I am so far apart.
Thank my sisters who are patient enough for the late night calls.
Thank my friends who always stand by me no matter what happens.
And also those who clean their ears to hear all my problems.

Happy new year peeps! ;)
Think I will set some new year resolutions!

Think only lol

十一月心

好久没到这个地方来~~~~

哈罗！大家好，我是小费。。。

好久没听到人家这样叫我了，琪琪，欣欣，想你们了:(

怀念峇株的日子啊！

中五，中六最清楚。。。

记忆力不好咯！

那些年我的学校没有男孩！哈哈

现在身边多的是男子，

开始还蛮不习惯哦，

中六时也是，

久了就。。。

还不是一样是人？哈哈

只是那人多了几句粗言，

多了很多废话，

有些还跟女子一样鸡婆！哈哈

这个学期，还真是考我耐性！

闷死啦！

有得回家几好！

但一直碰到有事没得回！

伤心咯，

明明都酱得空！

今天晚上要去看Twilight Marathon了！

几开心一下咯！！

那人打电话来的时候我还来不及反应！哈哈

谢谢Jason gor gor 乐意陪伴！（他去睡觉罢了啦！）

十个小时叻！

我应该也会睡着lol

好期待11点。。嘻嘻

觉得自己有点失败咯！

考试还玩玩。。。。

爸爸没有喊我读书！哈哈

太轻松了在这里！

谢谢朋友与家人！

让我生命充满了意义！

我爱你们！

好啦，

要乖乖读书，

好好报答爸爸妈妈:)

P.S. The whole post sounds like a kid! Gosh!

WHATEVER ;)

Sexy Fel??

LOL

Sorry for all my 'posts' on Facebook that annoyed people.

I don't have much confident to write that,

so yeah,

don't suspect!

Those were not my words!

Though I might meant it somewhere......okay, JKJK!!

Those were written by my crazy housemates,

It's fun having them around, 

Though the hacking part can't be avoided, LOL

Life's pretty awesome,

Until I realise it was too awesome, my studies were neglected.

SERIOUSLY

So I almost quit all social stuffs.

It was quite a fast decision when I realise my studies were not on track.

Ahh, study Fel! 

Why you blog at this high time?

By the way, I still haven't catch up fully.

Having test tomorrow, Monday and Wednesday.

Wish me luck!

Finding myself

I was Fel, is Fel, and forever will be Fel.

But what kind of Fel?

Joyous Fel or Moody Fel?

Am I happy in KL?

Yes!

But why do I feel like the joy isn't really there?

It's like I am forever wrong for everything I had done.

I started worrying for things that I shouldn't.

The clumsy me is always there.

Picky food me still exist.

Yeah, kinda sad.

Wanted a brand new me after form 6!

Plan delayed cause I was rushing to be in UTAR.

Plan ignored cause I was busy all time.

And, slowly, plan disappeared.

I want back the old me!

The girl who is always happy. 

only sad cause of ehem

The girl who forgives and forgets.

The girl who is true all time.

I wasn't myself!

Hope I succeed!

Wish me luck=)

Life In KL

It's been a long time since I last post=)
Hmmm, how's my life?

Got new gang of friends! Weeeeeee
(I can't live without talking!)

 The tests are extremely hard, haiz.
I failed 2 subjects in mid-term test already!
You are suppose to do well in mid-term and relax in finals. Obviously I can't!

 I don't think I can continue to study here if I failed a subject!
Cause it's all money=(
And my dad will KILL me!

So, I am suppose to study now right?
Ciao!
=)

乱

开始来到吉隆坡，一切都好好的。
现在的我，
不知如何是好，
该往哪，
该做么，
很乱，
很乱，
上帝，
帮我，
把我从混乱里救出，
教我什么才是你要的路。

我

最近才发现， 原来我没真正爱过一个他。
二十岁了耶!可笑吗?
也许这是好事， 自己在还没学会爱自己前， 怎么爱他人?
这二十年里，
后悔的，
开心的，
痛苦的，
幸福的，
对我而言，
它们只是个易忘的事件，
都怪我，
记忆差到无人有，
只好往前方前进!
加油，加油，加油!
未来的那个你，
除非要与我终生，
否则千万不要动我一根寒毛!
身边的人的感情事件，
好杂乱，
情侣之间，没了沟通，就等于没了感情。
哎，我后悔过去自己把目标看错, 不好好享受生活，
现在还来的及改观，
在人生最重要的这几年，不要再做一些让自己后悔的事，
往快乐生活向前冲!
珍惜身边对自己好的人，
要离你而去的他，
就放手吧!
勉强是没幸福的哦!
记忆有限的我，
常常忘了身边人对我的付出，
而去追求一些不实践的人与事件。
谢谢你们一直在我身边，在适当的时候，巴我两巴掌吧!

Everthing happens for a reason=)

To avoid rusting of my blog, here's a joke!

P.S. It may seem long, but trust me, it's worth.

-THE Truth Of the StorY-

Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care. Signed, Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!
P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem.

Completely LOL-ed by it=D

Life, It's ur choice to make it brief or not.

Just saw a guy wanting to commit suicide cz he lost the girl he wanted.

How old are u?50?

Even seniors gets their soulmates late, you'll never know.

You will sure find another 1 in your life,

even a better 1.

DONT think of killing yourself with poison or even medicine jus cz she dump u for another guy!

FYI

You r not Romeo, she wont die with you.

You haven even experience what life's all about,

it appeared you are unaware of the importance of your life.

You are living for...

Your real soulmate,

She may be in the other side of the globe, you'll never know.

Your parents who took care of you since you had your first cry,

you haven repaid them, in fact, it's forever not enough.

Your friends,

imagine having lots of friends but the only one you could talk to about this one matter died cause his girlfriend dumped him.

Ridiculous or not, your choice.

One irrational thought is fatal, agree?

=(

You carried so many burden,

and yet,

I never seen it.

Sorry for not caring enough.

Sorry for making you have your sorrow to yourself.

Sorry for being who I am.

I hope you will do well in the future,

leave the past behind,

learn from mistakes,

and enjoy your life til the max.

I will be there for you whenever you need me,

know that well=)

Exam Fever!

Exam is going on and everyone's on fever!
That's not cause we study hard,
or cause we burn the midnight oil,
it's simply cause the questions are as tough as King Kong=S

Hard to win a fight with it yeah?

=(

It's been decades since I blogged.

Lots of things had been happening.

~The Royal Wedding of Prince William and Princess Kate.
~Osama died.
Two international history written within three days.

Time flies eh?

Lower Six Orientation had started.

However, they did not come in the right time,

as we seniors are having mid-year!

Kinda important right?

So, the real thrill is postponed til after the holidays.

Juniors who came for one week for a visit had no chance to enjoy like those last year=)

Seeing those juniors reminded me of last year when I was them.

And it was the last choice I wanted.

I really hate it.

School life.

I remember during Form 5 life I told many friends I never want to do Form 6.

But here I am.

It's God's will I guess.

Do I regret?

Hmm, 50%?

It's a gamble I had to make.

Guess I really got to study hard and put in more effort to prevent myself for saying I regretted studying Form Six a year after=)

I am older=(

For those who are really planning to stay for Form Six,

You had no idea what you had signed up for,

especially science students=S

You gotta be real serious, study real hard, stop fooling around.

But there's a good side though,

you get to stay in your hometown=)

Home Sweet Home, right?^^

I wish I could be a junior,

no mid-year,

no trials

or STPM!

Gotta start accelerating and stop braking,

been braking a lot lately=)

STUDY FEL!

Lastly, a picture of my obsession!

AGREED!
Gossip Girl=Best show!

Admire the friendship between Blair and Serena,
the relationship between Blair and Chuck.

But do I wanna be Blair?

NO!

Just think that she is having the best life=)

Make it two obsessions=)

Maggie Q in Nikita!

Gosh she's skinny and hot, unlike me=S

Michael's cute too.

(Don't know his real name)

Action packed.

It's a good series, trust me=D

Sorry, THREE=D

Haha, Vampire Diaries.

He's definately more charming than Mr. Rob who robbed many girls hearts.

I can't live without you=(

The fact that
you take my breath away,
you console me when I am sad,

you put me through thick and thin,

you are the only one that I think of all the time,

makes me clueless without you.

LOL, not so romantic lo, Facebook nia.

XD

But I did try living without you for 4 days.

Or should I say, 1 day?
I did not open my account but I still view thru my sister's.

Pathetic!=(

I am officially ADDICTED to Facebook.
Even though I did not play Mafia Wars and Baking Life.

Crap games indeed, sorry gamersXD

Watched two movies in one day(8th Mac).
Black Swan and Beastly.

Reviews?

Bs>so not my type.

B>Vanessa Hudgens is there, and most importantly Alex Pettyfer is in it!

Neil Patrick Harris(HIMYM) was there too=)

I realise twitter is a great place for me to pour out my feelings!
(less ppl playxD)
So, spam spam spam girl!

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't?

Chris Medina, a great guy who inspired everyone.

His love for his fiancee conquered all.
He stood by her side all the time since she suffered serious injuries in a car crash back on 2009.

Juliana is very very lucky to have him=)

Over Obsession

If I could just TOUCH it!

The speed is awesome, something I cant do with my CAR!T_T

It's been at least a year since I last touch one. After my driving test, it was my friend, Yi Lin who lent me her kancil.
I gotta say she was very brave as I only drive auto=S

Thank you, you cant imagne how it made my day, or should I say, year=)

If you stil got no clue what I was talking about, it's manual cars=DDDD
I am obsess with it's speed^^

Arhhhh, I wish my dad could buy me one=(

I know I am insane, liking things people usually don't.XD
But I really cant help it after I saw my friend drive, I want ONE!

My dream car?

Anything that has no roof, two seats and perferably nice speed, but as a physics student, I should say, acceleration=).

Not Motorbikes of course!XD

I thought lots about studying automotive engineering, but obviously, I am a girl=(

I think I am an abnormal girl=S

Anyway,

I'm on a right track, baby I was born this way.

Superb song! Must hear it out=)

I love pink, but I would not buy this as it bring disgrace to sports cars, lol.

Please call me to study hard=(

Many things had happened recently, and I am quitting baking life!LOL.
It's hard for me kay?XD

Carbohydrate makes one sleepy, so start eating dishes and not rice, haha=)

Especially us STPM candidates.

Oh yeah, the STuPid Malaysian exam coming soon=(

Study Fel! LOL, calling myself to study is useless.

Pals, remind me please!XD

I LOVE English songs, obsessed with it!

Never a moment there's no song in my head!

All my life I've been good, but now, Ohhh, thinking WTH O.o

I am currently typing with my eyes almost closing, so excuse me for the nonsense said!

I had learnt something, friends cannot be in love with the same person, it hurts, as I had seen.=)

Think positive people, then positive things will come to you!
Of course not dreaming to be with Taylor Lautner=D

All the best for those taking results tomorrow!
Next year would be my turn=(

STUDY FEL! STUDY, study, study, study...

Even the thought of it makes me sleep==

Long awaited holidays=)

Baking cookies with mum for CNY!

First year doing it cause my mum bought a brand new oven last year ONLY, she started liking baking, don't know why=)

I had been baking since forever, before Deepavali with my aunts.

So does that makes me a more experience person?

No, I help to create more trouble!

Anyway, will bake cake when mum's off working!

You can do house visiting if you wanna try, but make it after my test, Grrrr!

I am the only one in the family having test at chu liu lo!

All others can still play what!

Next year( following lunar calender), will

be a rabbit year.

I love rabbit til the bits cause they are so cute!

I do not have interest in animals since don't know when, but rabbits are still cute, though I would not have the courage to hug or carry them!

Rabbit?xD

Should I pursue whatever I like without considering others or should I stop cause it is not soothing to others?

Being pretty emo lately due to some reasons=(

My wish is to visit every single friend of mine!

But it can't be achieved, short holiday remember?

Will try my best!

Enough of my nonsense,

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Have a blessed Chinese New Year pals=)

New Year Ahead? Hope so!

It's already the third week of schooling.

Oh my, time flies, and the terrible exam is coming soon!

STPM

=(

Somewhere around mid November I think.

How should I start to study?

So many books and yet so little time.

Envious of friends who had we

nt to University and College.

NO SCHOOL LIFE!

Guess what?

I was late to school today!

And I had been punished to write a 150 words essay about why I was late.

I bet there's no such rule with you all right?

Sad case for me.

Just hope this year flies fast(not too fast) and I got to enjoy half a year holiday!

Anticipating!

Watch a number dramas recently.

You are beautiful

My Girlfriend is a nine tailed fox

Mischievous Kiss

Secret Garden

How I met your mother

Gossip Girl

and of course

Supernatural

What's best? All.

Why? I am a drama addict.

Almost, I think.

It's bad, don't learn.

It's always easier to learn wrong than right.

I hope I would get my spirit on to study.

FYI: I had xxx with me last year. Though there's surveys shown that relationships makes bad memory for students.

I am an exception I think.

No matter what, I must study! Can't play a fool this time.

Wish me luck!

Buck up!

Why when 10 people smiled at you, 9 smiled back while 1 did not, you get sad?

Why when 100 friend request you gave out, 99 accepted but 1 ignored, you couldn't think of a reason why?

You got to start focus on the bright side of life and stop being pessimistic!

Human being are always not satisfied.

They want 10 smile and all accepted request!

Oh, who cares?

9 smiled back!

99 people wanted to be your friends!

Imagine these 9 people you smiled to,

you may indirectly made their day!

So,

start smiling and

BUCK UP=)

Miss-Talky

When I was in Pahlawan, Melaka, I happen to lost my way.

Whole family actually, did not know where's the exit.

So this guy came and offered me to scent his perfume products.

Miss, do you want to try out this perfume?

Hey, do you know the way out?

Which way? There are many ways to go out.

The other end of the building. (Pointing at somewhere I don't even know)

Which way do you mean? There are many exits.

That way!

There are three ways out, that way can, that way can, that way too.

I mean that way!

And out of a sudden, I heard my cousins and sisters laughing.

And without knowing the way, we walked to one direction.

I was asking very seriously to one of my cousin,

Why Laugh?

You both talk like old pals.

Oh, I seriously do not know him, just asking directions.

He is promoting the perfume and you totally ignored it.

Easier that way then finding another person. The way out is the only thing in my mind.

All of them were thinking i was hitting on him, not a chance!

I was asking for direction, serious!

Better asking him since he approach me first right?

Or else I need to find a shopkeeper then.

Yeah, I am too sociable.

Sometimes.

=)